Saturday 15 September 2012

Story #11

so blogger is a place where we can vent all our emotions and feelings ? okay. aiya nothing much. psle in 13days time. and i still have time to blog. we still must live with reality ma. if results were meant to be 220, let it be lo. but i will still work hard la k. im getting more guai alr. :p but still no motivation to study. mr goh says everysecond is important. i guess im taking psle as a class test or wut. national exam leh. vion ah, wake up. dont keep having this mindset that you will score well. the truth is not what you expect. like what darrell said, life isnt what you really think. life isnt always smoooooooth. do not give up on yourself. perservere till the end until you die. this is what darrell told meeee. thanks yo. just some encouragement words la.
WALAO I MISS CHURCH. :<< today they got cafe duty. i wan doooooooo sia. hais. missed the chance. nvm. i wait k. i seriously hope my parents were christians lo. haisss. joline said everyone miss me :D haha, honoured la okay. i miss them tooooo. :c just want psle to freaking end fast and no more supp, i can play, i can go out, i can do everything i wan. can go churchhhhhhhh. <3 everyday listening to church songs. :/
life is really boring nowadays. fb so dead. twitter getting dead. he no online. idw this kind of lifee la. he used to be online everydayy. now at this time, 11.09pm, very exact k, i on fb just to see a reply. in the end dont have. so went to blog. nvm ba. thats the hard truth. bearrrrrrr.
now so far no problems le ba. life is kinda smoooth now. no friendship problems, nth. yay. felice posted " like this status if you dislike those people who keep posting status about you, say you gain attention all these. " SOMETHINGLIKETHAT. nt sure. aiya. bitch please. this is another way of gaining likes lo. wa. rly cant stand your character sia. i see your photo with sini. wan puke sia. sini so natural. then you smile until like dunno what. angeline wan show cleavage at least damn chio right. still selected to be model sia. you ley, like to show cleavage so much, then with this kind of face. i never say you ugly k. dont slut la. boobs very big meh. want show cleavage wait until yr boobs big then show k. now you show nobody want see ah. have, go geylang. i like to rant, like to judge, like to post status, problem ? you need chup ma. people indirect you you not happy. you indirect poeple then can sibo. like you never rant, judge and post status before. i got most things rant about you k. slut, bitch. you everything also can be la. negative ones. yr shorts tight and short like what. yr thigh very nice ? look into the mirror then say. whatever.
life and love is gettting too complicated. yea. life. studies. exams and tests more and more, harder and harder. now little bit also minus marks. results. sucha failure la me. nvm. failure is part and parcel of life. love ley. complicated about feelings, but im not la. awhile like, awhile dont like (qiyi). whats this world all about. now lisa and joline having argument. dunno when all this shit will end. friendships, left out. everyone will go through. me, once. then pubertyyyy. irritating k. i hate this stage. other then physical de. i eat and eat and eat. idw gain weight sia. envy jiaqing alot. thin like bamboooo even though he eats alottt. but too thin alr :c kevin terence alsooooooooo. i jealous ): then feelings. jealousy. hatred. anger. jelaousy kills the most. that feeling when your crush talk to other girls. nobody likes that feeling. sucks man. stress. all we get is nagnagnag. studystudystudy. whole day study. sadlife. never study tio nagged. make me feel guilty.
i hate this kind of life. im jealous of pretty girls, people with alot of freedom. i want that kind of life. i wantttttttt. D:

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